Expectations

Oooo! guess who's thinking again. lots of laughs. so i am really thinking about changing my major. I woke up the other day and i just did not see myself working in telecommunications. Does this make me confused? does this happen to everyone, like you just want to let go and try something new. Maybe i am taking things out of proportion. I'll sleep on this and if i wake up tomorrow and i want to be a medical doctor, guess who'll be the first to know.

Random thoughts

There is a basic human philosophy that goes like this: the grass looks greener on the other side. That's why skinny people wanna be fat, fat people wanna be skinny; girls with big breasts wish they had little ones and girls with little ones wish they had big ones. I must come from space; i just never seem to be able to conform to norm. I guess this makes me unique just like everyone else. lol. Sometimes i sit and wonder about things; things that have happened, things that are about to happen and things that may not happen. I do this because i once heard you have to overcome your past to conquer your future and the present helps you do this. Yeah! i know it sounds corny and all but hey, give it a thought. So, anyway, here i am sitting and thinking about things and i get one of my ideas; being lonely is not about being alone. It is about having the deepest secrets, the urge to share these secrets, and no one to share them with. Being lonely is having these secrets eat you up from within until there is nothing left but a shadow of what was there before.