Inside a lover's mind

I have a major flaw, i love to criticize. I do it unconsciously and now i think when i die i may be remembered as someone who never had anything good to say about anyone. Sigh! 2010 resolution..... compliment people before you criticize them. Listening to John Stuart Mills' view of morality and this popped up in my head:

I miss you when you're away,

my heart aches in ways i cannot explain.

But when i get you by my side

i wish you would just die

You kiss me, so sweetly

i want your lips to wither away

You touch me, such tenderness

i hope your hands shrivel up

I can hear your heart beat

as you whisper sweet nothings

Nothing, is what i want to hear

Yes, i wish you would just die